The Change In MEHH...!

Sometimes just one person can fill your heart with so much of devotion and affection that you hardly get concerned about the existence of others…. 

For me life has never been in harmony when it comes to matters related to relationships, perhaps my upbringing has a crucial role to play. Born obviously to my parents and brought up by my maternal grandparents ... never let me embellished my emotional understanding… Since then I have been struggling with my own inner self in order to accomplish a balance for the abound emotions in me… All these years I have kept myself absorbed with so many friends around me and hence never got an opportunity to distinguish between the right and wrong. Even a year back I was passionately indulged with someone’s thoughts so much to the extent that it kept lingering in my mind all the time and contributed to a dwelling change in me …The beginning and the end of every single day of my life for three whole years was associated with the name of just dat someone who was once an essential part of me…
But today just after a year I again a witness a change in me and I find myself more or less without a heart with no traces of love left for anyone.. And I was surprised to observe myself  tearless while bidding a final goodbye to my dear friends with whom I have spent a wonderful four years of my life…
And the only person who contributes to such a difference in my life is Asha Sinha ,my best friend who has given me immense love and affection and has made efforts in understanding the person I am…She by her caring ways brought out the best of me and added to the beautiful memories of smiles, laughter and joy that I will cherish all through my life..


“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.” 

P.S … this one is for you friend ...YOU brought in the right change in me… miss u always…

tHe PrOLoGuE...

I have always seen my friends going crazy for writing a blog but neither I paid any attention to their passion towards to it nor ever tried  to recognize a valid reason for them to do so....Being gregarious by nature I myself never  thought of the need to express my thoughts  onto a piece of paper.. Talking to a friend was the most gratifying  way for me to express my emotions be it of any form …they have been the easiest approach for me to get a feedback on any of the matter. And lately Facebook …the famous social networking site has been an integral part and parcel of my life …posting a single small status and getting a response instantaneously gave me the pleasure of being able to communicate with the world around 
Today after completion of my graduation I have found myself with a reason for making an attempt to stop talking for a while as I am left with nobody who could hear all sorts of my worries,complains,expectations fluctuating ideas all the time……Perhaps jotting down the complications of my mind would ease me for a while and would lead me to the right frame of my mind…So with no other motivation besides my loneliness here comes the first post of my blog with little expectation to get a notice by the meticulous writers out there….